how do you walk away from someone when you are so in love with them because they've lost control and can't regain it from an addiction?

Someone tell me please.........because I know I have to put my foot down and keep it there, stick to my guns......but I honestly think this is going to kill me if I have to walk away......

Kiki

My Grandma passed away this morning.

I'll be flying to Jersey on Sunday.

Kiki

I've missed all my friends. I've been away to many weeks.

Kiki

so I look down at my hand yesterday while at work and notice something looks funny on my wedding band.

My eyes started tearing up immediately. I didn't know what to do, I start looking all around and on my desk. I'm missing a diamond out of my wedding band. Now my eyes are so filled with tears I didn't know what else to do. I run back to the doctors office and hand him my ring, asking, "Tell me---am I missing a diamond???????" He looks down and looks at me,...

Kiki

it's only taken me......... 5 years to figure this out, but what a huge mistake I made letting my Nursing Assistant certification lapse.

Now I'm stuck in this job, awaiting to hear on if I'm in the nursing program or not for Fall, and thinking to myself..... why are you so dumb?! You should have stuck to the program 7 years ago, you'd be a Nurse in a great position by now.
So yesterday the light bulb pops on in my head. You idiot....get the certification back, start...

Kiki

So I feel as if I've slighted my friend a bit over the past few weeks, tormenting him with pictures of hot cowboys on Cruzila's myspace page, being a general all around brat to him, and now today.....well today I've gone on and on about Johnny Depp and I've even gotten Cruzila started.

So.....our dear RedRocks......I am sorry......mostly for just being a smart ass brat

Kiki

OOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I just found out that Johnny Depp is filming 10 minutes from where I am right now, 10 minutes from where I live, and right down the street from my old highschool. OMMG!!!!!!!!

I think I should leave work and go down with my camera, don't you?!

Kiki

Are you an adult?
Unfortunetly

How old are you?
27

How old do you feel?
26

Do you consider yourself a grown-up?
unfortunetly

Do kids call you mr/miss/mrs?
no. they call me ma'am :cry:

Did you graduate high school?
yes

Did you go to college?
yes

If so, what is/was your major?
Nursing is

Did your parents go...

Kiki

seriously........if you're gonna be a grumpy bitter old man.....take the attitude elsewhere. I want none of your crap.

This old man called me up and wanted to know what the name of the "street" was that he turns in to my office on. He gives me the main road which he turns on to the road my office is on. He tells me he travels north to get to my office and preceds to tell me he turns left in to the parking lot.
ok.....

well whats that road...

Kiki

you never think it's going to happen so close to home and no one really wants to live their life in fear, but I can't help but ask.....how has something similiar to the rest of these shootings, happened again? And this time it's so very close to home.

I'm feeling sick to my stomach. Im trying to remember everyone that's out there now that schools back in session. I've got friends who are TA's, students, etc. out there. So far only 2 have been accounted for. One is at home, the...

Kiki

So.....I'm going to have to travel out East this week, more than likely. My grandmother is in the hospital and is not expected to make it past tonight. My parents dropped everything and left yesterday afternoon---driving from Chicago to New Jersey. I'll be leaving sometime this week. But this has all raised a question. My grandfather is part of the Mason's.

Now I've heard alot of things and I don't know what to expect. My family, except for my grandparents, are Christians. ...

Kiki

So yesterday was my 27th birthday. I worked from 8:30 in the morning till 7pm, yeah it sucked.

Anyway, we had awsome pizza for dinner and then Brian gave me the sweetest gifts. So I got my 365 days of Ireland Calander for 2008, the Underworld Special edition DVD, and a book called "The EVERYTHING guide to writing and publishing your Novel". But the presant that took them all was: (drum roll please)



...

Kiki

To any of you TRUTHFUL mechanics that either work as a mechanic for a job or those that do this as a past time---THANK YOU for being honest with people.

This is insane what I've gone through. It's been one big roller coaster of lies and thieve-ory....I seriously don't know what I would have done had I not found someone honest.

My car breaks down on Friday at 2:30. Bright sunny day. I get it pushed around the corner as I was in traffic, call a cop since I'm still sticking...

Kiki

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH stupid stupid people drive me nuts!!!!!!!!

I have to order x-ray supplies from this company in Wisconsin. Supposedly the guy we used to order from and his son merged their companies.

About....4 months ago I called and ordered something and had to leave a voice mail. I called every day for a week, because I never got "a confirmation call placed back to the office to confirm your order". After 2 weeks we finally get a call and...

Kiki

1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
Rent. It's depressing to see THAT much money go to one bill every single month

2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
This fantastic italian resturante---candles, wine, music, yummy food, and my hubby.

3. Last time you puked from drinking?
I'm not a puker from drinking. Ha! I hold my own when it comes to liquor!

4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a...

Kiki