Don't mind the title...I can't think of a good one at the moment.

I know I'm a bad blogger....but at least I'm thankful for being coherent most of the time.

The reason why I'm saying this is that yesterday...the Best Week Ever blog/website decided to have a guest celebrity do their blogging/manage their website yesterday....and I have to say that Kanye (I think it's Kanye West...but I have no idea) is one of the worst bloggers ever! It made no sense and made bad bloggers...

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I've never been good with deal with other people's emotions. Today my dad is feeling because of mom's death (and just feeling depressed overall) and all of a sudden I'm feeling ish and slightly irritated! I'm probably emotionally insensitive right now....but I'm also tired too.

I've been more tired lately since the Olympics started. All I want to do nowaday is sleep and be left alone from the world! I can't stand being around my dad anymore because I'm afraid of...

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So far I'm liking the Olympics this year...even though the most I see is a semifinal or final event. I feel kinda gulity for not watching the heats...but there are so many events and so much coverage that it's slightly overwhelming!

I'm just thankful for all the online coverage (even though I don't watch the videos of past games ) and the time zone so far.

Emotionally I'm doing fine...I'm starting to feel better after my mom's death.

I'm starting...

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I recently said a comment on a thread. Even though what I said was the truth...I'm getting the feeling like i'm the meanest person in the universe.

I'm sorry that I made the comment and I'm sorry for being so mean...but I wished every single person wouldn't be so mean to each other whenever one person makes a truthful comment.

I'm truly sorry to everyone on that thread and in that sub-forum.

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The reason I feel this way is because I'm upset that I accidently threw away a thing of lunch meat (or at least 2/3 of one).

I know I shouldn't act this way....but I was trying to create a sandwich quickly before my cats eat everything when I threw away the lunch meat (It was my own fault I know...because I opened the package from the bottom and I put the opened seal near the top. I know it's not supposed to make sense...but it makes sense to me).

I wish I...

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My mom is back in the ICU again for seizures and possibly low blood pressure and low oxygen.

I just don't know what to do anymore...I feel like I can't look for a job because I need to keep an eye on her (because she's 30 miles away from home)* and my dad is going bonkers everytime something bad happens.

I feel jaded all of a sudden and I feel like I deserve being ignored (possible here...so don't chew me out for being emo) and being hurt (both mentally, emotionally...

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My dad and I need a new cell phone since my mom is so far away (and in serious but stable conditions....she has a few nasty infections in her systems). We can only afford pay as you go type cell phones (since getting one with a plan is a bad idea....cause we are almost broke....amoung other things)

I want to find a place that sell these types of phone for dirt cheap. Yea I would like a few extra features....but that's only going to make the phone more expensive.'

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I hate politics...it's either too stupid or too harsh. Plus I hate the fact that everyone is acting like a selfish brat when it comes to certian topics. I can't wait until the American Election year is over so I won't have to hear everyone about how much they want our vote and they are willing to do almost anything to get it

Hypocrites

*If you are easily offended...I'm sorry but this is how I feel and iIm not changing a thing!*...

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I swear I'm a bad luck charm for the Cubs or something! Every time I watch a Cubs game (or at least try)...the other teams scores a couple of points.

But at least I'm happy to be a casual Cubs fan (I try to be honest since I don't know baseball lingo/stats that much and I don't watch that many games in general....but I do try to keep up)

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I got a new Facebook acount....if anyone is interested

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=nur


Edit: If you are having problems....just search for my name (Liz Peters) and find this picture of me:

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My mom is at a rehab center close to home (after going back into another hospital due to her falling down and hitting her head AGAIN!)....but she has a tube stuck down her throat and she's using a small vent to help her breath (she got pneumoina again...thus the tube down her throat and the vent. Sorry if my spelling sucks ) She's doing ok otherwise....besides drowsy every time her blood counts get a little low (don't worry, my father and I told the nurses taking care of her about it).

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My mom is in the hospital again.....this time for a very low blood count with a bit of Mersa (sorry for the spelling.....but that's what she has) and a bad rash near her butt.

Luckly we caught it in time and she's doing better....my dad thinks about a week this time.....but I'm having my doubts as of right now

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I'm having a moment where I don't amount to shit. Like I'm worthless and I'm never going to amount to anything.

I feel like a skeevy bum and a lazy bitch and I should be glad I don't hang out with my friends that much. I feel like that everywhere I go to right now....even as I'm typing up this entry. I feel embarassed to be alive and like I said...I feel like a worthless peice of .

Thank you for your time.

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I know I need to get an actual job (out in the real world).....but I can't really keep an eye on my mom if I do that. I don't feel fully comfortable with the idea of leaving her alone (even with a at-home nurse). Plus the job market is at a sucky point (at least to me)......and I really don't have a car (nor a driver's licence). Finally some jobs (I think.....keyword is THINK) do look into my history and see that I got canned for being late.

So what I need is some ideas for AT-HOME...

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I need help with fundraisers ideas.....cause we are still not out of the woods yet with this whole rent situation. The only idea that my mom has is promoting her book as a fundraiser idea.

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