In five days I'll have my driver's license. Fucking finally. I'm happy.

TheBrazilianFly

And it's coming my way. I'm fucked. God help me now (if I'm worthy of help) cause I'm going to need all the help I can get. It's mostly my fault anyway really.

TheBrazilianFly

hit my head in a window's hard ass iron fence!!!


It hurted like hell but I didn't care!!!

Good times....

TheBrazilianFly

I have received the vouchers for the U2 show in Paris!!!! Ahahahaha! I'm going to see U2 LIVE!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!

- tears of joy!!!

TheBrazilianFly

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TheBrazilianFly

1. Love And Peace Or Else
2. Vertigo
3. All Because Of You
4. The Electric Co.
5. Elevation
6. Until The End Of The World
7. Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses
8. An Cat Dubh / Into The Heart
9. All I Want Is You
10. City Of Blinding Lights
11. Beautiful Day
12. Miracle Drug
13. Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
14. Gone
15. Sunday Bloody Sunday
16. Bullet The Blue Sky
17. One Step...

TheBrazilianFly

.... things went really, really bad. I mean not even in the first time I was so bad. The roads were filled with cars, so there ware many stops and shit. The car died like 4 times cause I couldn’t see my fucking feet (which shouldn’t make a difference I guess). I feel like a bus went over me (it almost did actually). I think before only two guys honked at me, this time I think 400 cars were honking. I thought I was going to do great cause I was doing so well on the other days. I was not...

TheBrazilianFly

...may God be with me and anyone else who's around cause this time I'm actually going to go driving on a crowded place, as in close to other cars, with lights going red, yellow and green and people being rude. I hope everything goes smooth, I have actually been enjoying now that I got slightly better at it. The only annoying thing is changing gear every damn second, but things are getting more natural to me with time. Can’t wait to drive to college by myself.

TheBrazilianFly

...and I still haven't killed anybody so I think that's a good sign. I had never driven before since yesterday (first driving lesson) and I don't know if I'm doing well or not but I don't think I am. It's a little frustrating and weird but I hope I get better at it. I got to. So far driving a car = very nerve wrecking.

TheBrazilianFly

Will I ever see them? I can't take this anymore. I see all the pictures, read all the fan reviews, been downloading all the shows possible and it's KILLING me, I want so much to watch them, this seems to be such a special and amazing tour. I know that there will be no fourth leg and if they announce it my country probably won't be in it. This sucks.

TheBrazilianFly

People don't respect me. I don't feel like they really respect me and I feel like I’m closer now more than ever to the place I "left" behind some years ago. Not even my parents really respect me, they do inside I think but they don't really show it to me. My sister certainly doesn't. I feel like everytime I leave a room people talk about me behind my back and are laughing at how ridiculous I am. I know that sounds a bit paranoid but it's true. All I want is to move out of this...

TheBrazilianFly

..... this is me from meego!!!




But maybe I'm too angry there.....

TheBrazilianFly

That's right!

Since this will be our first Christmas without my grandma my mom decided she's not having the Christmas tree this year! I agree with her. It will be better this way. I wish I could go to bed December 23 and wake up February 23. For the first time in my life I’m looking forward for classes to start and go back to my normal life. This summer will suck without my grandma.

TheBrazilianFly

I'll be 20 then.

TheBrazilianFly

I'm watching the DVD right now!!!!!! Vertigo (Temple Bar Mix) is hillarious!!!!! It's all amazing!!!! This is too much fun!!!! I'm on heaven!!!!!

TheBrazilianFly