with old txt saved in it...
they were filled with so much love...
beautifully perfect...
wish they were just words to me...
wish I never found it..

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E. B. White:
You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.


Charlotte, "Charlotte's Web"
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its a point that shouldn't be forgotten.

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eh... post erection.. I mean election hangover.. mmmlast night rocked!

I must say this election was better then American Idol.. HAHA.

I watched all the speeches.. read my stuff on everything and voted. Obama's speech was perfection. It gave me chills... and a hard on.
All my fav democrats won. My step mom won by a landslide for school board. I'm so

I love this country and have hope for us again. Now things need to speed up so I CAN...

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Its has been raining mostly for the last day. Last night was sad, only had a group of 3 kids. I miss sitting on Mom's porch with a friend handing out tubs of candy. I always loved to dress up. This was the first year ever in my life that I haven't. I didn't have a reason to. Next year I will find a reason to. I have a beautiful dress.

Its been 3 weeks without my computer. I hate to admit it but being without it has been more then uncomfortable. I've been reading more, drawing more,...

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I'm so glad its booked. Leaving 19th, coming back the 5th.

This year will be so much nicer. Less stress and that means everything.

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everything I own is braking. first my van then my chair, laptop, vent, garbage disposal, and my phones been acting weird lately. If the world ends its my fault.

if my PSP goes I'll give up and sell kidney and be a nun like in The Sound of Music.

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my laptop got the plegue... and has been at the dr for days... what have I been doin other then going crazy... reading, excersising, art, contiplating my existance on a higher level... now using a comp thats not mine..

:wishingIdiddrugs:

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Soooooooooooooooooo.... I saw New Kids On the Block Friday night with Chicka. I felt like I was 12 again but with a beer. They were so good. They mainly did their old stuff so I was mucho happy. And their old dance moves! I died

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Its to funny though...

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I have my little list of things to do today..

will I . . ? no!

such a rebel..

The past day I have been thinking about things.. Things that I never really thought much about.. they were just there and and thats the way I looked at it. Even if it is not taken seriously by others it is still inportant to me. Not sure where this is going but yea...

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I'm in such a good mood. The past week I've been in such a funk. A rut. I felt like I was in limbo. No where to move or maybe even worse, no where to go. Now I have a sense of hope. Like the universe may be sending me some good things soon.

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There are some things I only share with one or two people(i know what your thinking jase). And lately there is soooooooooooooooooo much I want to share and discus and laugh about, and this person I so desperately want to tell isn't here. They will always be in my heart, but they left a part of me. The trusting part of me is scared... litterally... Its so difficult... Still doesn't change the fact I miss him... us . .

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There is this "girl" I know from way back. Her and I use to go to MDA camp together. We now are friends on myspace and thats about it. Ever sense I moved(actually when I was talking about moving) she has been asking me how I did it. She ask me the same things every few months. Well, she started up again. I am not sure how to tell her so she'll get it. It does take a little extra effort in planning but damn.

The one thing that really me is she asked me how I...

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people tell me "it only hurts still cause you let it.." There is pain no one can keep away. You can try to ignore it, be distracted and keep your mind off it, but it'll still be there. You'll be minding your own business, a song will play and you don't realize whats going on until you feel the tears running down your face.

What will happen to stop this I don't know. It wont be time, it wont be someone else.... I hope its not numbness...

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