Ok, after my first post being a sad/angry and frustrating one, I thought I would back track a bit and start from the New Year 2005
7 days ago *even though my post will read the 9th of Jan*
Like every New Year it is full of hope and promise, but after the first month it dwindles, but it is up to me to make sure that I make it a great or at least good year...My Year!!
On New Years day I went to see Joshua Tree Tribute band...Ok it was a great show but I feel awkward around...

BonoFox1

Well, here it is...January 8th, I was really looking forward to spending time with my dad...he turns 67 years old today..It rained all night and even this morning, I woke up making sure to catch my dad before he left for work, I gave him a Birthday hug, despite the fact that I'm mad at him and that I have not talked to him all week...
Reason, same as always, I don't agree on the way he acts..It makes me so mad that he is so resentful and spiteful, on things he believes he justifies to......

BonoFox1