Just wondering, postulating, pondering one might say....just suggesting.....I am very inebriated myself hmm, wonder, wonder, wonder.

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Right there are two girls I like in class, two different issues really but a bit interconnected.

Girl A for discussion sake is a friend in class, met her on the first day and is one of the people I always sit with in lectures, have lunch, go out etc

I admitted to a mutual friend of ours I have a bit of a crush on her. Would she knowing that we are all friends inform Girl A of this info? I have my suspicions that this may have happened, not a big deal as Girl A has...

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Excuse the title it is nonsense and yes this is a drunken post...not to make me look cool of course...well how can a drunken post be cool unless it validates the majority view in some way? that or I am simply rambling because I fancy the 31 year old girl in class....bah humbug says he and bah humbug says I...the world twists and turns

Apologies for silly ramble,ich bin ein berliner...go Obama!

(Edit: I think I give myself a 6/10 for drunken posting, it makes some kind...

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Joined the Anthony Nolan Trust bone marrow register today, which obviously required taking a sample of blood. I'm generally alright with blood, much prefer other people's to my own though, but i've been okay with blood being taken before.

Today ended up a bit different mind. First of all the the girl taking my blood was a third year medicine student, not that there was a problem with that, just she couldn't draw any blood from my left arm after a good hoke about. So she moved to...

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On Friday morning I will be moving to Manchester aka Madchester, to start my uni course in nursing and so far I am the only person to actually make fun of myself with the murse joke...I think my friends are getting slow in their old age

But yep i'm quite excited, that nervous excitement

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This is probably a particular thing to males...or maybe just myself. Tis amusing anyway.

Often I find myself being irrationally jealous over minor things, nothing that I would ever act stupidly over or do something about I just find it strange that I can be jealous over small things.

For instance in work I am the only male employee in a furniture store (It's Laura Ashley and if you know what it is or don't it is usually more associated with lady's fashion). So a few...

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I got a pair of Dr Martens of eBay this week, wore them out today for the first time, and the cream yellow finish to them is already peeling off after only a few hours walking in them...I already emailed the guy I bought them off informing him of the problem, he's advised me just to try and use a clear polish, any other tips?

(Btw I don't think i've been duped by the seller, they were brand new but seconds due to some slight scuffing at the side of the sole, otherwise they looked...

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For the past few weeks i've been in training to become a Samaritan, for the American folk you probably have a similar organisation, basically what they do is provide a phone service for people to call in times of distress or despair, a lot of the time for people who are feeling suicidal.

We basically talk them through their feelings in hope of them coming to a non-suicidal conclusion, but the Samaritans believe in the right of 'self-determination'....we can not tell them not to commit...

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Every now and then I get the urge to bust out my lego and play with it....



I want to build my pirate ship again

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...I do wish there was a mwahahahaha smiley...it would be quite useful..yes I am a bit drunk but goodnight all and night night mr mouse wooo!

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I'm trapped in an extremely irritating loop of life....repeating similar mistakes again and again.

I've wasted myself these past three years, ever since leaving school and probably another 2 years before that i've made bad decisions.

I regret dropping out of my course at uni now, i've had the past year to reflect on that as I failed my Chemistry A level...I regret it but I don't also, I didn't like the psychology course and shouldn't have been doing it in the first...

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Last night I was out drowning my sorrows...I got my chemistry result yesterday and it wasn't good to say the least...but it is kinda the side issue of my ability to get myself into awkward situations...

A lot of entries deal with people's love lives and lack of lovelife...so if these kind of things turn your stomach look away now....though it is a more amusing love life entry than anything else and I promise not to whine!

I went out to where my best friend's ex works...for...

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True Adventures

This time I went for a concept playlist....it turned out to be much harder to do than I had thought, but now I am quite pleased with the end result. The concept is itself relatively simple, but open to many interpretations to how you 'travel' through it. The playlist itself is called "True Adventures", taken from the song by British Seapower. It follows the story of a man as he abandons his family and home to seek adventure, some greater purpose...

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I want to see if I can break into the top viewed journals...just need another 2500

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